move on

before any big battles were lost or won

unbeknownst to everyone

except you and me

as sweet as a junkies’ limited concept of love can be

i thought cause you werent clean

you were a lot like me

wanting to be closer to something

wild and free

but people need their secrets…

and now my greatest battle will be

watching you get clean

as i watch myself bleed

this unchained rhythm of my heart

from not having you next to me

that you will wake up and remember you could od better

than the sobbing heap of a girl at your feet

she cant sleep she cant eat, she can hardly speak

except to ask you to still want her

as she breaks

its only a matter of time for me

and you will spend these last 5 years of your life

closing the door on the past

and step blindly into the abyss

no destination intact

the only direction in the compass - to move on.